after

after almost 1 month of kinda getting used to single life, it's all coming back to me. i thought it would, but i was kind of hoping it wouldn't. i was asking myself how long you need to get over a person yu broke up with? but the more i think and write about it, the more i come to a conclusion that it's not getting over a person but accepting the life as it goes. it happened, so crying about it won't bring me satisfaction, not in the longterm. of course tears have to be cried out there's no doubt about it, but i'm afraid i'm gonna miss something important if i cry too much.. like my life for example!=) so i try to go on... trying to accept the idea of being alone. i'm floating somewhere at the moment... maybe in the clouds, jumping from one flash to another.. but it just seems the right thing to do in this moment. so this is it... respect yourself! respect others!