i'm confused and i'm hurt but on the other hand i'm glad this endless waitting is over. i like my life to be clear, i don't mean that you have to schedule every moment of it, but if you say something, for that thing to actually be done. i need security, to know that i can count on someone in times of need. i am a lioness, strong and confident woman, but underneath all that there is a maja which needs a tender touch and safe arm. it's just that.
i was often wondering if i expect too much, cause i know the meaning of freedom, and i don't want to take it from anyone, but i've come to a conclusion that it's not my fault that some people can not give me what i need. i believe that everything can be solved by talking about it and finding a reasonable solution, but it needs all sides to cooperate. so if one is not putting any effort in making things better, well there is no point i guess. i know i will need more time, but that's okay. my life is not over. once i thought there is no life if i stay alone after this relationship, i couldn't imagine that... i never believed that it would come to this. but look at me now... it happened. so all that is left is either to suffer till the end of times, or trying to accept the fact and go on. and i guess that's what i'm trying to do here.
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