quero tudo, sabendo nada

i'm meditating..in portuguese.
this language makes me raise my heartbeat. so i listen to the music and i'm learning the lyrics, just so, to get high on the vibrations of the language. some lyrics are funny and ridiculous as in any language, but portuguese just makes them seem so positive and energetic. nevertheless it's good also for my communication with professor of capoeira. so, as we say in slovenia...i kill two flies at once =)


and i'm back on track with my diploma. i had a certain fall off, as for example in electricity when you can lose it for a while..heheh! i lost it for a while.
i'm worried about my dying plants. every morning when i wake up i stare at them, watch them getting all dry. and i know it's not because i don't take good care of them, but because of this fucked up microclimate in our house. aaarhg, i can't wait for spring to come, i've had it with winter!




meu sonho é de voçe,
desejo muito te ver,
eu só queria entender,
se a quele beijo valeu,
confio em meu coraçăo,
quero viver com emoçăo,
sem medo de te perde,
poder ficar com voçe...

quando sonhos bons,
tantas noites lindas,
mim guardei só mente pra voçe...