healthy living

today i've decided to visit my doctor. i had to in one way or another. one is that i get excuse for monday because i didn't deliver a project i was supossed to, and other reason is to take care of myself. everytime i go to see my doctor i'm thinking the same thoughts.. it's funny. i'm wondering if i'm entitled to go there, if my health condition is really in the need for a doctors appointment. but it's stupid, cause they are there to solve problems no matter how big they are. and if i don't need medical assistance, it's them who should make me calm down and send me home saying i'm perfectly fine, right? i think so =)
my doctor is ok, but i never am comfortable in asking her to write me that litte white paper that says it's fine that i stayed at home and didn't go to school. i feel guilty. sure, maybe in a way it's my laziness to a certain point, but people should not feel guilty if they stay home because they're ill... it's this mentality of ours that makes us like this. you must always be present at work, never miss a class, be good to other people, don't complain, just let others walk over you... !! i like to hang with people who know what belongs to them, what they want and they also ask for it, if not.. they take it! in this society unfortunatelly nobody gives you anything, nobody takes care of you, if you don't, nobody asks you how are you and nobody says ''bless you'' on the street if you sneeze. it's a funny way putting it, but it's true... i don't know why, but i'm bothered if nobody says anything if i sneeze for example on the bus. i sometimes say it.. not always, cause others don't ,so i figure they all wanna stay in their ''pretty little worlds'' inside their heads.
uf, from where i started i came to a totally diferrent subject..ok, sneezing has something to do with health =) anyways, everything what i wrote came to me today in 2,5 hours which is how much i needed to get from my house to the doctor, pharmacy and back home.
now, i guess back to studies.. or what! =( oh, oh.. i forgot to tell you my diagnosys... i have to stay home this week!! =) and i also got these funny barbie-like pills and i simply had to put the picture of it above.. who would feel comfortable in taking that kind of pills. i think the pharmacy company tried to make them 'user appealing' but to tell you the truth, i think they've missed =)